Heavy Snow

never once did i understand what the woman's trembling eyes were conveying, so i disregarded them countless times. however, every time i saw those eyes, i couldn't contain my desire to embrace her, almost like a madman. i wish there was a woman who could restrain me. why do you allow me to trample on you so gently? why does every encounter with you bring me a strange sense of relief and betrayal? just like the unexpected heavy snowfall that day, he suddenly entered my life. if it weren't for that snowfall, would our relationship have remained unchanged? i secretly admired him, but he never even glanced in my direction. we were unable to progress any further from there. i genuinely don't know how to define the relationship between him and me, which changed overnight. he also expressed in an angry tone, “i don't understand why i go crazy when i see you!” he seemed oblivious to the seriousness of his words to me. if he himself doesn't comprehend it… how can he expect me to understand?